rituals
honoring
baby loss, unfulfilled conception, IVF, & all mothers childfree — not by choice
women committed to living their most whole life ever, no matter what
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welcome, mama
Come, get out of bed just as you are. I’m putting on a playlist, so we can express all those feelings and bring you back to the unchanging heart of who you are, with or without a baby.
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You don’t have to explain yourself here.
You’re so worthy of taking the time and space to learn how to honor a pregnancy loss, or unfulfilled conception or being childfree after years of trying.
Together, we invite the sacredness in to honor not just the loss, but your feelings. Not to get through it, but honor it. And let your unique expression of honoring carry you through to the other side, to yourself.
giving this portal of woman and motherhood the dignity it deserves.
start herefree guided honoring ritual
Written Word | Somatic Movement | Earth Medicine
Enter into a sacred container to honor your baby, your loss and your body. This ritual is for anyone who feels the call to honor their unique passage of motherhood.
Whether it’s early or late baby loss, a womb related procedure, a fertility treatment that didn’t work, a negative pregnancy test after months of pre conception prep or the honoring of a missed due date. Whether it was yesterday or years ago. This ritual is for honoring your baby and body even if you are a mother-in-wanting and haven’t found your person to start a family with yet.
We’re creating a culture that deeply honors women connecting to their wild wisdom within, being held, and remembering their worthiness to receive support equally, both in times of death and birth. Together, let’s create a future where women have the space, time, and support to grieve, to understand their needs, and express the myriad of emotions that arise. A future where women who are childfree, not by choice are deeply honored along their mother path. 
three weeks after our ritual day I was PREGNANT.
Since the wonderful Baby Loss Ritual Erica led me through, where I was able to experience a day full of spirituality and healing for my heart and my body, I have news to share.
I took our time very sincerely and with much love. I felt that my body was at peace and calm. Three weeks later, I found out that I was pregnant again. The truth is: I know our session had a lot to do with it because it calmed my anxiety and stress and helped me see things in a different way to stay calm and open.
— Nathaly Aragon
Before I began my path to motherhood, I was a carefree wild thing.
World traveler. Life of the party. Newly married, dancing till sunrise, and low-key crushing it in my corporate job. Though I was still
figuring out my purpose, life felt good.
When we began our conception journey, I was blindsided. Grief hit hard. I lost myself in compounded baby loss, trying to outrun the pain, forgetting how to listen to my body. I was raw, raging, and wrecked—grieving not just my babies, but myself.
And it’s all brought me here. To this life. To this work. I’m a mother (childfree, not by choice), an alchemist of grief, and a woman who sits in the dark and still finds the light. And I’ve created a space for women to feel seen, safe, and whole— because we are, no matter what.
journal
How do we mother ourselves?
a loveletter for my grieving mothers
Baby loss and the village
slowing down enough to hear our own needs